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Not Today

by Ghostmod

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Looks like I'm at it again
I've fallen from such great heights
and I miss talking to you
I really wanted something true
do I deserve the happiness?
that I see in other people's faces
on my screen
half the time I'm all right
and half the time I want to cry about it
but not today not today not today

I can tell you that I'm not alone in this
but it feels like I am
I could tell you more than you needed to know
but you're pushing me away

and it's not fair that we should suffer under love
because nobody wants us
and no one wants to take a leap
or wants to be brave
but hey I say
"I'm doing okay"
a little white lie in the face of forever
all I do is think of the future
and we're all fucking scared
but I will always be here for you

I can tell you that I'm not alone in this
but it feels like I am
I could tell you more than you needed to know
but you're pushing me away

and we're like watercolours
too diluted
we run from each other
we run on each other

so put in a box
call me a freak
put me on display
in an art museum

I see you in all your magnificent beauty (you're lovely)
scratch my back and I will scratch yours too (i want to be with you)
oh I get to see that everything will be okay on my own
but fuck it hurts (don't want to be alone)
yeah
everybody has felt like this (don't want to be alone)
everybody has felt like this
yeah
everybody has felt like this
don't want to be alone
not today

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released April 9, 2018

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